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[Nov. 26th, 2007|06:10 pm] |
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mcbrainan
i havn't actually written it really...yet. but i will.
go add it if you want.
hope everyone is well.
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[Aug. 18th, 2006|11:55 pm] |
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ok...let's try this again, but this time...people are going to do what?? that's right...COMMENT!!! i seriously want to know what people have to say about me, things that maybe i should change about myself to make me a better person. unless i think what you said is completely, utterly, and ignorantly wrong...i will not respond with anything but a thank you. now go ahead...tell me what you think of me. ;)
1)Tell me what you think of me.
2)Good and/or bad.
3)Comment anonymously
ps- you might have to choose "more options" in the comment window to make it anonymous. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2006|12:18 am] |
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The world turned around! |
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[Jun. 10th, 2005|11:16 am] |
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01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what reminds me of you.
03. i will tell you what band or movie that reminds me of you
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|01:01 pm] |
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Name: Tricia
Sex: Female
Birthday: August 4th 1988
Sign: Leo
Siblings: 6, plus two bro in laws
Hair color: blonde/strawberry
Eye color: blue
Height: 5'6"ish
? × ? R E L A T I O N S H I P S ? × ?
How many exes do you have?: umm...1...2..3...*continues counting*...10...11...umm...12! yep....12
What is your longest relationship?: my current one...it will be 8 months on the 22nd
What was your shortest relationship?: 2 days
? × ? F A S H I O N | S T U F F ? × ?
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: target, supertarget, express
Any tattoos or piercings? 1 piercing in each ear
Favorite brand? i don't know
What do u wear most the time? clothes
? × ? S P E C I F I C S ? × ?
Do you do drugs?: Nope
What kind of shampoo do you use? suave
What are you listening to right now: ryan talking and the rain on the skylights
Who is the last person that called you?: ryan
Where do you want to get married?: back home, but that doen't mean anything.
about yourself?: ummm....what about myself?
× ? F A V O R I T E S ? × ?
Colors: blue pink black
Foods: tacos
Favorite Girl Names: ryan(coincidence) dehlia
Favorite Boy Names: connor scott tommy(thomas)
Subjects in school: american sign language, chorus
Song: i don't have ONE favorite
Band: maroon 5, jimmy eat world
? × ? H A V E | Y O U | E V E R ? × ?
Given anyone a bath?: yes
Skinny dipped? no
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes
Cried when someone died?: yes
Fallen for your best friend?: i fell for him before he was my best friend
Done something you regret?: yes
? × ? C U R R E N T ? × ?
Clothes: jeans, blue tank top, new fun bra, underwear
Annoyance: nothing really
Smell: my house
DVD in player: nothing
? × ? L A S T | P E R S O N ? × ?
You touched: kaleia's mommy
Hugged:kaleia's mommy
You IMed: ansley i think
You yelled at: i don't know
? × ? A R E | Y O U ? × ?
Understanding: yes
Open minded: yes
Insecure: not really anymore
Moody: yeah
Organized: hell no
Healthy: not as much as i should be
Shy: at first
Difficult: sure?
Obsessed: some people think i am
Angry: not currently
Sad: not really
Happy: mhmm!
Hyper: not really
? × ? W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A ? × ?
Kill?: no one
Slap?: no one
Get really wasted with?: i don' know
Have sex with: my husband when i'm married
? × ? W H O ? × ?
Makes you smile: most people....ryan....
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him or her?: a funny good feeling...ryan
? × ? D O | Y O U | E V E R ? × ?
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that special someone to get on?: no, i'lljust call him and tell him to get on.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: once a month every month!
? × ? Y O U R | T H O U G H T S ? × ?
I am: tired
I want: to be able to drive
I have: cold feet (literally...brrr)
I wish: i could drive
I hear: the rain and my brothers birdies
I hate: being on my period
I fear: spiders and any creepy crawly buggy...ewwww
I wonder: how my life will turn out
ryan and i built bears yesterday....it was fun.....hehe. everybody should build a bear.....it makes you feel like a kid again (not that i don't feel like a kid all the time...cuz i do)
i really want to run light board for aof, which is one of the reasons i quit the cast, but when i tried to tell paul that, he either ignored me or honestly didn't hear me. whatever, i'll try telling him again some other time.
one more hour and i'm done with that 4 hour course pre permit thingy. then i can get my permit i guess. yay! i'll be getting my permit soon!!! YAY! and my daddy is gonna teach me how to drive.
i have to work at the school tonight...boo...whatever... |
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| i hate being a girl!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Jun. 7th, 2005|02:08 am] |
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i've been cramping since 2 in the afternoon.....has anyone every had cramps for 12 hours straight...i never have....but i seriously think i should see a doctor....cuz the past few months my cramps have made me sick to my stomach....and now they're making me not get any sleep. i've been tossing and turning all night, trying the heating pad, the fetal position, i've been crying i'm in so much pain, and i was hoping i would eventually cry myself to sleep....but no. this fucking sucks. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|12:15 am] |
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Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable | Part Playful Kisser |
Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! |
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| that's great...cuz i'm getting close to that! |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|12:07 am] |
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You are |
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i just watched uptown girls...it was actually a really cute movie and it made me happy after a very pms-y night!
i love you poopy-head! |
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[Jun. 1st, 2005|06:44 am] |
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| | that star is not cranky...it's more pissed off than cranky! | ] |
it's early, i can't sleep. the thunder woke me up...and the rain pounding on my skylight. dumb thunder...dumb skylight...
i have to stay home today so my mom can take my brother to school to sign him up for summer school. i hope she doesn't realize she can get my report card as well...i don't want her to see it, at least not before i do. then i have an aof meeting tonight...i don't know why i auditioned. i only want to work tech for it anyways.
ryan might have to work this weekend...thursday-sunday. and since it's a rental, he'll probably have to work 16 hour days. that sucks. not only will i not see him all weekend....i won't be able to see him on his birthday. not just that even, he won't even get to really celebrate his birthday...and that really sucks.
school up north is almost over....two more weeks after this and they'll be done. boo. i was hoping to visit them while they were all still in school. oh well.
my plans for the summer are as follows....
-aof
-help ryan move to ucf...that is if he ever gets HOUSING!
-going home for my sister's "surprise" wedding shower (july 7th-10th, although we might leave a couple days sooner)
-a couple of random rentals that i might have to work.
...other than that....i'm doing nothing, so i expect y'all to call me or something, cuz i'll be bored! (407 748 0001)
my summmer so far has been ok. i've barely done anything worth mentioning though....the extent of my past few days has been ryan and i asking each other..."so...what do you wanna do?"....repeatedly. yesterday was fun though....went bowling with ryan kaleia troy and austin, then to ryan's house, then to sarah's with ryan keith and of course, sarah, then came home. it wasn't boring. it wasn't thrilling either, but it definitely wasn't boring.
i don't know what else to write...
i need to lose 20 pounds.....no i don't think i'm fat....i would just like to look nice for my sister's wedding...which i need to find a dress for.
i also need to start taking voice lessons again....desperately.
i have a million mosquito bites.....mosquitos should die....long painful deaths....all of them.
i'm frickin bored. and frickin tired. and frickin hungry....today is going to be such a bad day....i'm sure of it.... |
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[May. 27th, 2005|11:56 am] |
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well, i saw star wars last night....and it was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ohemgee....best movie ever!!!!!!! simply said.
my week has been busy busy!
monday- last day of real school (wooooo i'm a senior!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
tuesday, after my easy asl exam i went to ryan's graduation!! yay for dating a college guy! ;) then went to ryan's....and the whole thing happened with his grandma (if you don't know, just read his lj) then went to project grad which was a lot of fun! they had a rock wall, which i dominated! wooo...and they had a whole bunch of other stuff. got back at 5 30 (this is now wednesday) and slept at ryan's until i had to go to school, then i had my physics exam which took ten minutes out of two HOURS! gosh i was so bored! then i went back to ryan's and while he slept i got on his computer and my sister sent me the song she wants me to sing at her wedding....i really like it...it's "power of two" by the indigo girls. then i went home and worked on my history project, but instead i fell asleep then i woke up and it was 7, soi ate dinner and then watched the 2 hour american idol finale....yay for carrie underwood! anyway....then i finished my project which took me all night, i only got 3 hours of sleep...that only 7-8 hours total in 72 hours.....that's not normal for me at all.....i was so fucking tired....then thursday i took the rest of my exams and after school went to my house to shower, then to ryan's and slept there for two hours, that was nice, then we went to dinner and to see STAR WARS!!!!!! that was fun, now it's friday, i'm home doing nothing, though i should be cleaning my room. it's a mess! and i should be doing a lot of things so i'm gonna stop here....
yay! SUMMERTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and.....SENIOR....TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[May. 15th, 2005|11:39 pm] |
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| | taylor, the latte boy.....i love him i love him i lo-ove him | ] |
best night ever.....chorus banquet....oh yeah
i know, or at least i'm 99.99999999999% sure that i'm the only one that thinks this....but ryan is so sexy.....tonight dancing with him...with his shirt unbuttoned and his white undershirt and his collar up...gosh, he was just so f*ing sexy. i wanted to jump him so bad. but then when the slow songs came....it didn't matter how sexy he was....cuz i was in his arms, and he was holding me so tenderly, the way only your soulmate, your true love, your "one" can hold you. i felt like crying, because all i could think was how much in love with him i am. *sigh* i love him. i love him. i love him. i love him i love him i love him!
<3 :) |
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[May. 6th, 2005|11:53 pm] |
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if any of you hadn't noticed, i was pissed off most of tonight. just every little thing was getting to me, as they tend to do when i'm in the emotional state of being on my period, so the stress and anger was just building and building until i finally just sat down and cried. it didn't even help any. so of course, being upset and not wanting to spend time around people, i just want to go home and spend time with ryan. is it too much to ask to stay up for an extra hour to just comfort me? i could've cared less if he fell asleep, just so long as i could be in his arms, because it's relaxing, i'm most comfortable and at ease in his arms. but no. he had to go home cuz he was falling asleep. i would've stayed up the whole night for him had he wanted me to. but i don't even get an extra ten minutes. so now i'm upset, again, and i'm not even gonna go into tonight, because it's over and just thinking about it will make me more upset. gaaah. i need to go home. i mean, really, home. i want to go home and spend a month there, working on a show or something. at least it'd be remotely professional for a high school play....geez, LM people, you have no idea how much i miss you right now. how much i wish i were with you. i miss you all very much. i'm gonna go cry myself to sleep now.
ps- if you didn't like something i said in this post....tought shit, i'm ranting, get over it.... |
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|07:26 pm] |
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i have to say i really like these icons...and i might use on or two of them.....they really are me and what i feel when i'm in those moods....creepy....
oh and just in case you wanted to know (not that you don't already) i'm overly happy and in love with ryan emens! |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|01:34 am] |
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i feel really good right now. i went with ryan to lauren's house (lauren is ryan's exgirlfriend) to just hangout and have one of those classic saturday nights. and it really was classic. grajo joined us too, another lake mary drama kid they're friends with. i thought tonight was going to be really awkward between lauren and i because, well since we met, it HAS been awkward. i mean, they dated for a year and then we got together as they broke up....so of course it would be weird. but tonight i had so much fun. lauren and i get along really well and she's so nice and fun. and grajo is really cool too. fun air hockey pool moments. and then while the guys were busy playing pool lauren and i laying under the pool table discussing the slate that the table was made out of. i dunno. it just really turned out to be a classic saturday night, which i havn't had for a long time. and it was so much fun and i feel so much better about lauren now and i know ryan feels so much better too. i'm very content right now.
the cast party was last night and it was fun. ryan and my 6 month-iversary was also yesterday, so my day was super good. i love him so much. and last night at the party we realized that ryan and sarah are the girls in the relationships and keith and i wear the pants. haha, it's so true if you really look at it. swimming was fun. then the whole romantic moonlit stroll to ryan's car for his sweatshirt and blanket, then just staying out there cuz it was so nice and beautiful. then of course the whole sleeping on the chair for almost two hours with people taking pictures of us cuz we were "so cute". i don't care how cute we are, i just love being with him. and it felt so nice to fall asleep in his arms...well...one of his arms...in a nice cozy blanket and then waking up to see him sleeping so peacefully. it was really nice. *sigh* i'm so in love...sorry if i'm disgusting you....
so that's been my weekend so far. i think tomorrow i might go shopping with my mommy. i havn't spent time with her much, especially with being so busy and that fight we had. i need to find a dress to wear to my sister's wedding and i need new bras cuz my boobs are growing...yay for growing of boobs. i guess i need a dress for teddy's too? i don't know. i know nothing about teddy's so someone should inform me.
i'm done. i feel good. i'm going to bed. goodnight everyone.
:) |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|08:51 am] |
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wow...long time no update. so much has happened. states was awesome, it was a great first time experience. thanks for those of you who made it fun. as for sunday, it sucked cuz my mom is a bitch and we got in a fight. she told me she hated me...oh well. this week was very stressful. everynight this week i've been at school til 10 with eating only one or no meals a day. i have no energy left and with all the crap with my mother, les mis and mr. c being a butt (he cursed me out yesterday for those of you who don't know...yeah, that was fun! not) but on a happier note my sisters came down to visit and see the play, they're going tonight. last night was opening and even though it had it's rough moments, it was awesome! we all did so well and i'm proud of everyone of you. all i've been hearing today is how good it was. well this is my update. hope you all enjoyed it.
one more thing. it's hard for me to be all that emotional about the seniors leaving and stuff, since i've only been here a year. i mean, i feel like i've been here forever, but at the same time, i know i havn't been. yeah i'm gonna miss all you guys, especially ryan, but i don't know. it's hard for me to understand how some of you other guys feel, cuz i'm still so new. |
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| survey stolen from melissa |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|09:32 pm] |
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Name: Tricia
Birthdate: Aug 4th
Birthplace: Norristown PA
Current Location: winter springs
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: blonde
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: leo
Innie or Outtie: really deep innie
Series two - describe
Your heritage: irish german hungarian native american mostly...but lots of other things
The shoes you wore today: slippers mostly
your hair: mediumish....i guess i like it like this
your eyes: a lot people tell me i have beautiful eyes, but i don't like being vain
your weakness: love
your fears: spiders, bugs, the big blue.
your perfect pizza: cheese and pepperoni
One thing you'd like to achieve: a good wife and mother to plenty of cute lil chillins.
series three - what is
your most overused phrase on aol\aim: not really a phrase...but i use "..." a lot
Your thoughts first waking up: must...get...more...sleep...
Your best physical features: my smile?
Your bedtime: whenever i fall asleep?
your greatest accomplishment: not sure
Your best memory: falling in love with ryan michael emens
series five - do you
smoke: no
Cuss: yes
Sing well: sure *sings to ryan* "SUDDENLY SEYMORE!!..."
Take a shower everyday: not all the time.
want to go to college: no
Like high school: the social and extra curricular part of it...yes....the academic part of it...NO
Want to get married: very much so
Type with your fingers on the right keys: yes
Believe in yourself: more than before
Get motion sickness: in the car sometimes
Think you're attractive: sure
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: sometimes
Like thunderstorms: i LOVE t-storms
Play an instrument: kinda play piano
series six - in the past month, did/have you
Drank alcohol: no
Smoke(d): no
Done a drug: no
Made Out: oh ya
Go on a date: yep
Go to the mall?: yep
Been on stage: yep
been dumped: nope!
Gone skating: no
Made homemade cookies: no
Been in love: currently AM in love
Gone skinny-dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: don't think so...
series seven - have you ever?
Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
if so, was it mixed company: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
been caught "doing something": almost, but no
Been called a tease: no
Gotten beaten up: no
Shoplifted: don't think so...
If so, were you caught: no
Changed who you were to fit in: does buying a pair of converse cuz everyone else had them count?
series eight - the future
Age you hope to be married: early 20's
Numbers and Names of Children: how many i'm blessed...and i'm not gonna bother with names...cuz i want too many children to list all the options
Describe your Dream Wedding: don't care, marrying ryan makes me happy enough.
What age do you want to die: umm...i DON'T want to die...unless i'm like really ill and suffering
what do you want to be when you grow up: mother and wife as of now.
What country would you most like to visit: Ireland
Current Clothes: pajamas
Current Mood: happy and slightly shocked at myself....i didn't know i had it in me....(don't ask)
Current Taste: blahness
Current Hair: ponytail
Current Annoyance: not much really
Current Smell: my room
Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
Current Desktop Picture: a mommy lion and her cub
Current Favorite Groups: jimmy eat world, maroon 5, hoobastank
Current Book: i'm not reading anything, but if you're asking my favorite it'd be either this lullaby or dreamland (both by sarah dessen)
Current DVD/VHS In Player: none
Current Worry: nothing
Current Crush: hehe...ryan... |
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[Mar. 25th, 2005|01:09 am] |
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| | fo shizzle ma nizzle...word! | ] |
guys...it's official....
RYAN! i win!!!!!
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