Tricia

i have a new lj.

2007-11-26T23:12:11Z

mcbrainan

i havn't actually written it really...yet. but i will.

go add it if you want.

hope everyone is well.

:)

miss_electrishn @ 2006-08-18T23:55:00

2006-08-19T03:58:33Z

ok...let's try this again, but this time...people are going to do what?? that's right...COMMENT!!! i seriously want to know what people have to say about me, things that maybe i should change about myself to make me a better person. unless i think what you said is completely, utterly, and ignorantly wrong...i will not respond with anything but a thank you. now go ahead...tell me what you think of me. ;)

1)Tell me what you think of me.
2)Good and/or bad.
3)Comment anonymously

ps- you might have to choose "more options" in the comment window to make it anonymous.

miss_electrishn @ 2006-07-14T00:18:00

2006-07-14T04:19:09Z

The world turned around!

miss_electrishn @ 2005-07-02T12:36:00

2005-07-02T16:39:08Z

comment to be added

miss_electrishn @ 2005-06-10T11:16:00

2005-06-10T15:16:59Z

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what reminds me of you.
03. i will tell you what band or movie that reminds me of you
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.

miss_electrishn @ 2005-06-09T13:01:00

2005-06-09T17:39:10Z

Name: Tricia
Sex: Female
Birthday: August 4th 1988
Sign: Leo
Siblings: 6, plus two bro in laws
Hair color: blonde/strawberry
Eye color: blue
Height: 5'6"ish

? × ? R E L A T I O N S H I P S ? × ?
How many exes do you have?: umm...1...2..3...*continues counting*...10...11...umm...12! yep....12
What is your longest relationship?: my current one...it will be 8 months on the 22nd
What was your shortest relationship?: 2 days

? × ? F A S H I O N | S T U F F ? × ?
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: target, supertarget, express
Any tattoos or piercings? 1 piercing in each ear
Favorite brand? i don't know
What do u wear most the time? clothes

? × ? S P E C I F I C S ? × ?
Do you do drugs?: Nope
What kind of shampoo do you use? suave
What are you listening to right now: ryan talking and the rain on the skylights
Who is the last person that called you?: ryan
Where do you want to get married?: back home, but that doen't mean anything.
about yourself?: ummm....what about myself?

× ? F A V O R I T E S ? × ?
Colors: blue pink black
Foods: tacos
Favorite Girl Names: ryan(coincidence) dehlia
Favorite Boy Names: connor scott tommy(thomas)
Subjects in school: american sign language, chorus
Song: i don't have ONE favorite
Band: maroon 5, jimmy eat world

? × ? H A V E | Y O U | E V E R ? × ?
Given anyone a bath?: yes
Skinny dipped? no
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes
Cried when someone died?: yes
Fallen for your best friend?: i fell for him before he was my best friend
Done something you regret?: yes

? × ? C U R R E N T ? × ?
Clothes: jeans, blue tank top, new fun bra, underwear
Annoyance: nothing really
Smell: my house
DVD in player: nothing

? × ? L A S T | P E R S O N ? × ?
You touched: kaleia's mommy
Hugged:kaleia's mommy
You IMed: ansley i think
You yelled at: i don't know

? × ? A R E | Y O U ? × ?
Understanding: yes
Open minded: yes
Insecure: not really anymore
Moody: yeah
Organized: hell no
Healthy: not as much as i should be
Shy: at first
Difficult: sure?
Obsessed: some people think i am
Angry: not currently
Sad: not really
Happy: mhmm!
Hyper: not really

? × ? W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A ? × ?
Kill?: no one
Slap?: no one
Get really wasted with?: i don' know
Have sex with: my husband when i'm married

? × ? W H O ? × ?
Makes you smile: most people....ryan....
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him or her?: a funny good feeling...ryan

? × ? D O | Y O U | E V E R ? × ?
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that special someone to get on?: no, i'lljust call him and tell him to get on.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: once a month every month!

? × ? Y O U R | T H O U G H T S ? × ?
I am: tired
I want: to be able to drive
I have: cold feet (literally...brrr)
I wish: i could drive
I hear: the rain and my brothers birdies
I hate: being on my period
I fear: spiders and any creepy crawly buggy...ewwww
I wonder: how my life will turn out

ryan and i built bears yesterday....it was fun.....hehe. everybody should build a bear.....it makes you feel like a kid again (not that i don't feel like a kid all the time...cuz i do)

i really want to run light board for aof, which is one of the reasons i quit the cast, but when i tried to tell paul that, he either ignored me or honestly didn't hear me. whatever, i'll try telling him again some other time.

one more hour and i'm done with that 4 hour course pre permit thingy. then i can get my permit i guess. yay! i'll be getting my permit soon!!! YAY! and my daddy is gonna teach me how to drive.

i have to work at the school tonight...boo...whatever...

i hate being a girl!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-07T06:11:24Z

i've been cramping since 2 in the afternoon.....has anyone every had cramps for 12 hours straight...i never have....but i seriously think i should see a doctor....cuz the past few months my cramps have made me sick to my stomach....and now they're making me not get any sleep. i've been tossing and turning all night, trying the heating pad, the fetal position, i've been crying i'm in so much pain, and i was hoping i would eventually cry myself to sleep....but no. this fucking sucks.

ooooo

2005-06-05T04:16:08Z

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

that's great...cuz i'm getting close to that!

2005-06-02T04:08:51Z

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

i just watched uptown girls...it was actually a really cute movie and it made me happy after a very pms-y night!

i love you poopy-head!

miss_electrishn @ 2005-06-01T06:44:00

2005-06-01T11:02:25Z

it's early, i can't sleep. the thunder woke me up...and the rain pounding on my skylight. dumb thunder...dumb skylight...

i have to stay home today so my mom can take my brother to school to sign him up for summer school. i hope she doesn't realize she can get my report card as well...i don't want her to see it, at least not before i do. then i have an aof meeting tonight...i don't know why i auditioned. i only want to work tech for it anyways.

ryan might have to work this weekend...thursday-sunday. and since it's a rental, he'll probably have to work 16 hour days. that sucks. not only will i not see him all weekend....i won't be able to see him on his birthday. not just that even, he won't even get to really celebrate his birthday...and that really sucks.

school up north is almost over....two more weeks after this and they'll be done. boo. i was hoping to visit them while they were all still in school. oh well.

my plans for the summer are as follows....

-aof
-help ryan move to ucf...that is if he ever gets HOUSING!
-going home for my sister's "surprise" wedding shower (july 7th-10th, although we might leave a couple days sooner)
-a couple of random rentals that i might have to work.

...other than that....i'm doing nothing, so i expect y'all to call me or something, cuz i'll be bored! (407 748 0001)

my summmer so far has been ok. i've barely done anything worth mentioning though....the extent of my past few days has been ryan and i asking each other..."so...what do you wanna do?"....repeatedly. yesterday was fun though....went bowling with ryan kaleia troy and austin, then to ryan's house, then to sarah's with ryan keith and of course, sarah, then came home. it wasn't boring. it wasn't thrilling either, but it definitely wasn't boring.

i don't know what else to write...

i need to lose 20 pounds.....no i don't think i'm fat....i would just like to look nice for my sister's wedding...which i need to find a dress for.

i also need to start taking voice lessons again....desperately.

i have a million mosquito bites.....mosquitos should die....long painful deaths....all of them.

i'm frickin bored. and frickin tired. and frickin hungry....today is going to be such a bad day....i'm sure of it....

miss_electrishn @ 2005-05-27T11:56:00

2005-05-27T16:34:52Z

well, i saw star wars last night....and it was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ohemgee....best movie ever!!!!!!! simply said.

my week has been busy busy!
monday- last day of real school (wooooo i'm a senior!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

tuesday, after my easy asl exam i went to ryan's graduation!! yay for dating a college guy! ;) then went to ryan's....and the whole thing happened with his grandma (if you don't know, just read his lj) then went to project grad which was a lot of fun! they had a rock wall, which i dominated! wooo...and they had a whole bunch of other stuff. got back at 5 30 (this is now wednesday) and slept at ryan's until i had to go to school, then i had my physics exam which took ten minutes out of two HOURS! gosh i was so bored! then i went back to ryan's and while he slept i got on his computer and my sister sent me the song she wants me to sing at her wedding....i really like it...it's "power of two" by the indigo girls. then i went home and worked on my history project, but instead i fell asleep then i woke up and it was 7, soi ate dinner and then watched the 2 hour american idol finale....yay for carrie underwood! anyway....then i finished my project which took me all night, i only got 3 hours of sleep...that only 7-8 hours total in 72 hours.....that's not normal for me at all.....i was so fucking tired....then thursday i took the rest of my exams and after school went to my house to shower, then to ryan's and slept there for two hours, that was nice, then we went to dinner and to see STAR WARS!!!!!! that was fun, now it's friday, i'm home doing nothing, though i should be cleaning my room. it's a mess! and i should be doing a lot of things so i'm gonna stop here....

yay! SUMMERTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and.....SENIOR....TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BOO YAH!.......can't wait to see this movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-21T10:09:07Z

You scored as Anakin Skywalker.

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Chewbacca

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Padme Amidala

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Darth Vader

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Clone Trooper

61%

General Grievous

56%

Mace Windu

53%

C-3PO

53%

Obi Wan Kenobi

50%

R2-D2

50%

Yoda

47%

Emperor Palpatine

19%

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miss_electrishn @ 2005-05-15T23:39:00

2005-05-16T03:51:36Z

best night ever.....chorus banquet....oh yeah

i know, or at least i'm 99.99999999999% sure that i'm the only one that thinks this....but ryan is so sexy.....tonight dancing with him...with his shirt unbuttoned and his white undershirt and his collar up...gosh, he was just so f*ing sexy. i wanted to jump him so bad. but then when the slow songs came....it didn't matter how sexy he was....cuz i was in his arms, and he was holding me so tenderly, the way only your soulmate, your true love, your "one" can hold you. i felt like crying, because all i could think was how much in love with him i am. *sigh* i love him. i love him. i love him. i love him i love him i love him!

<3 :)

miss_electrishn @ 2005-05-06T23:53:00

2005-05-07T04:01:31Z

if any of you hadn't noticed, i was pissed off most of tonight. just every little thing was getting to me, as they tend to do when i'm in the emotional state of being on my period, so the stress and anger was just building and building until i finally just sat down and cried. it didn't even help any. so of course, being upset and not wanting to spend time around people, i just want to go home and spend time with ryan. is it too much to ask to stay up for an extra hour to just comfort me? i could've cared less if he fell asleep, just so long as i could be in his arms, because it's relaxing, i'm most comfortable and at ease in his arms. but no. he had to go home cuz he was falling asleep. i would've stayed up the whole night for him had he wanted me to. but i don't even get an extra ten minutes. so now i'm upset, again, and i'm not even gonna go into tonight, because it's over and just thinking about it will make me more upset. gaaah. i need to go home. i mean, really, home. i want to go home and spend a month there, working on a show or something. at least it'd be remotely professional for a high school play....geez, LM people, you have no idea how much i miss you right now. how much i wish i were with you. i miss you all very much. i'm gonna go cry myself to sleep now.

ps- if you didn't like something i said in this post....tought shit, i'm ranting, get over it....

miss_electrishn @ 2005-04-26T19:26:00

2005-04-26T23:28:34Z

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i have to say i really like these icons...and i might use on or two of them.....they really are me and what i feel when i'm in those moods....creepy....

oh and just in case you wanted to know (not that you don't already) i'm overly happy and in love with ryan emens!

miss_electrishn @ 2005-04-24T21:49:00

2005-04-25T02:41:33Z

001)Time are you starting this? 9:52 pm
002) Name?:Tricia
003) Date of birth?:aug 4 1988
004) Sex?: Female
005) Height?: 5'6"ish
006) Eye color?: blue
007) Weight?: not sharing
008) Location?: Winter Springs
009) Where were you born?: norristown pennsylvania
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: No
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?
012) Do you have crush on someone?: kinda
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: yes
014) If so, what is their name: ryan michael emens
015) How long have you been together?: 6 months and 2 days!
016) What are you wearing right now?: pjs
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: no
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: i was in like 3rd grade!
020) Do you smoke?: nope
021) Do you drink?: no
022) Are you ghetto?: damn straight cuh!
023) Are you a player?: i used to be...no really my old drama department... they're the LM players!
024) What are your favorite colors?: blue, pink, and the absence of color (ie black)
025) What is your favorite animal?: LION!
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: yes
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: literally, yes, figuratively, no
028) Who are your best friends?: liz, ryan, roo, sarah, caitlin
029) Have you ever beat someone up? my brothers. we used to wrestle all the time.
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: ryan i guess. i don't really use the phone all that much
032) Do you get online a lot?: psh, tchiyeah!
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: at first i'm shy, but then i'm super outgoing!
034) Do you shower?: yes
035) Do you hate school: the school part of it....yes....the social and extra curricular part of it.....no
036) Do you have a social life?: if you consider being at drama all the time a social life then yes
037) How easily do you trust people? not sure these days. i've been changing...
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: yes, and for that i'm sorry. but i've stopped
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: probably
040) Would you ever sky dive?: yes
041) Do you like to dance?: i loove to dance
068) Have you ever been out of state?: yes
069) Do you like to travel?: yes
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: no
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: no
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: actually, i kinda want to go back. but i want to bring florida with me!
072) Are you spoiled?: no
073) Are you a brat?: no
074) Have you ever been dumped?: yes
075) Have you ever gotten high?: off of spray paint
076) What's your favorite drink?: sprite
077) Do you like Snapple?: yes
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: not really
079) What toothpaste do you use?: the minty kind, that cleans your teeth
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: a cellular
081) Do you have a curfew?: yeah, 9-10 on school nights unless i'm working. and 12 on weekends unless planned otherwise
082) Who do you look up to?: ryan actually. he's such a great person.
083) Are you a role model?: sure.
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: anything from target?
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: if i remember to wear it, the normal stuff
087) What do you have pierced?: ears
088) What do you want pierced?: nothing else cuz i'm a baby
089) Do you like taking pictures?: sure
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: sometimes
091) Do you have a tan?: better question....CAN i tan? NO!
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: depends on what it is
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: no
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: a cellular
095) Do you have your own pool?: i have a hot tub. but not a pool
096) Do you have any siblings?: yes, a lot of them
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: boxer briefs
098) Have you ever been played?: no
099) Have you ever played anyone?: i almost did, but stopped myself
100) Do you get along with your parents?: not all the time
102) How do you vent your anger?: i'm a stomper, then i cry and sometimes i scratch myself. no, i don't cut, i have never once injured myself to the point of bleedage, i just scratch myself for lack of something else. i never actually hurt myself.
103) Have you ever run away?: no
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
105) Do you even have a job?: kind of
106) Do you daydream a lot?: yes
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: umm....yeah....
108) Do you run your mouth?: not really
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: the leo symbol on that area diagonally above my vagina, you konw where a lot of girls get tiny tattoos
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: nothin
111) What are your favorite flowers?: roses. but recently my favorite color rose has changed. i've grown to really like red and white roses.
112) What kind of music do you like: everything really. but mostly showtunes/musicals and swing/jazz
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: well....he's not too short but he's not tall. he's got brown hair that used to be long but is now really short cuz he got it cut. he's got amazing blue and green eyes that can make me melt, the cutest mole under is right eye that is just so adorable, moles all over his back that give it a feminine characteristic, but at the same time is incredibly sexy, very nice defined calves and arms and is very skinny but has a little pudge on his tummy which is adorable. and he has the tiniest nipples i have ever seen!
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: yes
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: i don't know. i don't look back on those things
116) Are you rude?: i try not to be
117) What was the last compliment you received?: i actually think it was from ryan's mommy when she told me she really like my hair this color and it's definitely a color that works for me. that made me happy.
118) Do you like getting dirty?: yep!
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: it's like more than an innie....it's like.....an imploded innie
120) Are you flexible?:not really at all
121) What is your heritage?: lots of stuff. german, hungarian, irish, swedish, native american, english....lots more i can't think of
122) What is your lucky number?: don't have one
123) What does your hair look like right now?: in a pony tail
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?:no, if anything i'd be a carnivore
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: when i lost my best friend sarah
126) Describe your looks?: strawberry blonde hair. blue eyes. not skinny, but not fat. 5'6"ish. very fair skin. and lately i've learned that i'm beautiful from the inside, out. thank you ryan.
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: i already dyed it strawberry
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: no...only cuz i have ryan
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: i am.
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: uh...never?
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: i dunno. ryan? when was the last time we went on a date? if neither of us can remember, than i thinks it's time for another one....
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder? no
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: how ever many it takes for me to get to the phone
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: no
139) If yes, when was the last time?: never
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: i look more like my sisters
141) Do you cry a lot?: yes and no
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: sometimes
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: which ever one needs amputating...cuz normally the prerequiste for amputation is an injury beyond repair or infection of some kind.
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: yeah....
145) Are you the romantic type?: very much so
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: no
147) What do you like most about your body?: my hair, my eyes, my nose, then my smile
148) What do you like least about your body?: my legs
150) When was the last time you threw up?: a long long time ago
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: blondes, but i'm in love with a brunette so that doesn't really matter
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: white/straw flip flops
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: sometimes
154) What about cleavage?: yes
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: yes
158) What color are your underwear right now?:white and purple
159) What theme does your room have?: it doesn't really have a theme. unless you count all different colors....
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 9-10
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: none
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: miss_elecTRISHn
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: very discreetly
164) How are you feeling right now?: bored, but in love
165) When was the last time you were at a party?:friday
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: yes
167) What do you sleep in?: flannels and a tank top
171) Would you marry for money?: no.
172) What do you drive?: nothing.....:(
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: what's roadhead?
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: neither
177) When was the last time you cried in school?: after tradition the last day of les mis. i was upset that danielle didn't let ryan finish and he didn't get to talk about me. yeah i know, that's selfish, but who doesn't want their boyfriend to talk about them sweetly in front of a bunch of people....??
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: yes
180) What time are you finishing this?: 10:40

miss_electrishn @ 2005-04-24T01:34:00

2005-04-24T05:34:49Z

i feel really good right now. i went with ryan to lauren's house (lauren is ryan's exgirlfriend) to just hangout and have one of those classic saturday nights. and it really was classic. grajo joined us too, another lake mary drama kid they're friends with. i thought tonight was going to be really awkward between lauren and i because, well since we met, it HAS been awkward. i mean, they dated for a year and then we got together as they broke up....so of course it would be weird. but tonight i had so much fun. lauren and i get along really well and she's so nice and fun. and grajo is really cool too. fun air hockey pool moments. and then while the guys were busy playing pool lauren and i laying under the pool table discussing the slate that the table was made out of. i dunno. it just really turned out to be a classic saturday night, which i havn't had for a long time. and it was so much fun and i feel so much better about lauren now and i know ryan feels so much better too. i'm very content right now.

the cast party was last night and it was fun. ryan and my 6 month-iversary was also yesterday, so my day was super good. i love him so much. and last night at the party we realized that ryan and sarah are the girls in the relationships and keith and i wear the pants. haha, it's so true if you really look at it. swimming was fun. then the whole romantic moonlit stroll to ryan's car for his sweatshirt and blanket, then just staying out there cuz it was so nice and beautiful. then of course the whole sleeping on the chair for almost two hours with people taking pictures of us cuz we were "so cute". i don't care how cute we are, i just love being with him. and it felt so nice to fall asleep in his arms...well...one of his arms...in a nice cozy blanket and then waking up to see him sleeping so peacefully. it was really nice. *sigh* i'm so in love...sorry if i'm disgusting you....

so that's been my weekend so far. i think tomorrow i might go shopping with my mommy. i havn't spent time with her much, especially with being so busy and that fight we had. i need to find a dress to wear to my sister's wedding and i need new bras cuz my boobs are growing...yay for growing of boobs. i guess i need a dress for teddy's too? i don't know. i know nothing about teddy's so someone should inform me.

i'm done. i feel good. i'm going to bed. goodnight everyone.

:)

miss_electrishn @ 2005-04-15T08:51:00

2005-04-15T14:00:29Z

wow...long time no update. so much has happened. states was awesome, it was a great first time experience. thanks for those of you who made it fun. as for sunday, it sucked cuz my mom is a bitch and we got in a fight. she told me she hated me...oh well. this week was very stressful. everynight this week i've been at school til 10 with eating only one or no meals a day. i have no energy left and with all the crap with my mother, les mis and mr. c being a butt (he cursed me out yesterday for those of you who don't know...yeah, that was fun! not) but on a happier note my sisters came down to visit and see the play, they're going tonight. last night was opening and even though it had it's rough moments, it was awesome! we all did so well and i'm proud of everyone of you. all i've been hearing today is how good it was. well this is my update. hope you all enjoyed it.

one more thing. it's hard for me to be all that emotional about the seniors leaving and stuff, since i've only been here a year. i mean, i feel like i've been here forever, but at the same time, i know i havn't been. yeah i'm gonna miss all you guys, especially ryan, but i don't know. it's hard for me to understand how some of you other guys feel, cuz i'm still so new.

survey stolen from melissa

2005-03-26T05:56:07Z

Name: Tricia
Birthdate: Aug 4th
Birthplace: Norristown PA
Current Location: winter springs
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: blonde
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: leo
Innie or Outtie: really deep innie

Series two - describe
Your heritage: irish german hungarian native american mostly...but lots of other things
The shoes you wore today: slippers mostly
your hair: mediumish....i guess i like it like this
your eyes: a lot people tell me i have beautiful eyes, but i don't like being vain
your weakness: love
your fears: spiders, bugs, the big blue.
your perfect pizza: cheese and pepperoni
One thing you'd like to achieve: a good wife and mother to plenty of cute lil chillins.

series three - what is
your most overused phrase on aol\aim: not really a phrase...but i use "..." a lot
Your thoughts first waking up: must...get...more...sleep...
Your best physical features: my smile?
Your bedtime: whenever i fall asleep?
your greatest accomplishment: not sure
Your best memory: falling in love with ryan michael emens

series five - do you
smoke: no
Cuss: yes
Sing well: sure *sings to ryan* "SUDDENLY SEYMORE!!..."
Take a shower everyday: not all the time.
want to go to college: no
Like high school: the social and extra curricular part of it...yes....the academic part of it...NO
Want to get married: very much so
Type with your fingers on the right keys: yes
Believe in yourself: more than before
Get motion sickness: in the car sometimes
Think you're attractive: sure
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: sometimes
Like thunderstorms: i LOVE t-storms
Play an instrument: kinda play piano

series six - in the past month, did/have you
Drank alcohol: no
Smoke(d): no
Done a drug: no
Made Out: oh ya
Go on a date: yep
Go to the mall?: yep
Been on stage: yep
been dumped: nope!
Gone skating: no
Made homemade cookies: no
Been in love: currently AM in love
Gone skinny-dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: don't think so...

series seven - have you ever?
Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
if so, was it mixed company: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
been caught "doing something": almost, but no
Been called a tease: no
Gotten beaten up: no
Shoplifted: don't think so...
If so, were you caught: no
Changed who you were to fit in: does buying a pair of converse cuz everyone else had them count?

series eight - the future
Age you hope to be married: early 20's
Numbers and Names of Children: how many i'm blessed...and i'm not gonna bother with names...cuz i want too many children to list all the options
Describe your Dream Wedding: don't care, marrying ryan makes me happy enough.
What age do you want to die: umm...i DON'T want to die...unless i'm like really ill and suffering
what do you want to be when you grow up: mother and wife as of now.
What country would you most like to visit: Ireland
Current Clothes: pajamas
Current Mood: happy and slightly shocked at myself....i didn't know i had it in me....(don't ask)
Current Taste: blahness
Current Hair: ponytail
Current Annoyance: not much really
Current Smell: my room
Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
Current Desktop Picture: a mommy lion and her cub
Current Favorite Groups: jimmy eat world, maroon 5, hoobastank
Current Book: i'm not reading anything, but if you're asking my favorite it'd be either this lullaby or dreamland (both by sarah dessen)
Current DVD/VHS In Player: none
Current Worry: nothing
Current Crush: hehe...ryan...

miss_electrishn @ 2005-03-25T01:09:00

2005-03-25T06:14:42Z

guys...it's official....

RYAN! i win!!!!!

You scored as black. you a nigga, yo!

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black

92%

white

50%

latino

42%

asian

42%

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miss_electrishn @ 2005-03-22T11:25:00

2005-03-23T04:13:04Z

Last Car Ride: ryan driving me home from school yesterday
Last Kiss: last night when ryan left my house
Last Good Cry: depends on your definition of good cry....i cried last night, like, a lot....but it was a bad kind of cry....
Last Library Book: Our Town
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: i think it was phantom of the opera...
Last Book Read: Lethal City by some person
Last Movie Rented: i don't normally rent movies
Last Cuss Word Uttered: fucking
Last Beverage Drank: umm...milk?
Last Food Consumed: cocoa pebbles!
Last Crush: hmmm....should i say it?! ok...but only if you don't tell anyone.....it's RYAN!!!! WOAH!!! that's a shocker!!!!!!
Last Phone Call: erm.....ryan?
Last TV Show Watched: ER
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: my old beat up sneakers
Last CD Played: Maroon 5!!!
Last Item Bought: MY FIRST PAIR OF CONVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!
Last Download: itunes!
Last Annoyance: my drickin slow computer!! GAAH!
Last Disappointment: rather not say
Last Soda Drank: sierra mist
Last Thing Written: sierra mist : D
Last Sleep: last night!
Last IM: from alex
Last Sexual Fantasy: well....it involved soap, water....and a rubber ducky....ducky knows the spot!!!!......i mean...um.....HI!
Last Weird Encounter: umm.....taylor singing to while caressing ryan.....
Last Ice Cream Eaten: last night
Last Time Amused: watching home alone last night
Last Time Wanting To Die: a long long time ago
Last Time In Love: i currently AM in love
Last Time Hugged: last night when ryan was leaving
Last Time Scolded: sunday.....
Last Chair Sat In: well....it's a gray spinny desk chair and it's currently located in front of my desk on which the computer sits....WAIT!! that's the one i'm SITTING ON!!!
Last Lipstick Used: ew...lipstick....
Last Underwear: *looks in pants* plain ole fruit of the loom
Last Bra Worn: sports bra
Last Shirt Worn: chorus shirt
Last Webpage Visited: this one?

Using BAND names, spell out your name:
T- Tool
R- Rage Against the Machine
I- Incubus
S- Strokes
H- HOOBASTANK!!!

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? yes and no....
3) What song makes you cry? Be Not Afraid (a church song i sang at my grandma's funeral)
4) What song makes you happy? Authority Song- Jimmy Eat World
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? ummm....musicals?
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: I
7) who was/were your idols when you were younger? the olsen twins....
8) First album you ever bought? s club 7
9) Songs that reminds you of people? TO THE WINDOW...TO THE WALL!!!!!

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'6"ish
HAIR COLOR: blonde
SKIN COLOR: white...and by white i mean WHITE!
EYE COLOR: blue

do you
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: in cars...but not to the point of pukeness
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: biting my nails, picking at scabs and acne...
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: sometimes
LIKE TO DRIVE?: if i drove i'm sure i'd like it

favorites
SHOW: Boy Meets World, Everybody Loves Raymond, Whose Line Is It Anyway
BOOK: This Lullaby, Dreamland
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: sprite
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: smirnoff ice....or twisted tea
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: maroon 5 and jimmy eat world

have you
BROKEN THE LAW: yes
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: kind of
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: no
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yeah
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: ewww....no
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL: loads of times
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: derr!!

love
BOYFRIEND: yes
SEXUALITY: straight....but i've had encounters with other females.....
CHILDREN: eventually....and i want a lot of them too!
CURRENT CRUSH: havn't i answered this already?? RYAN!
BEEN IN LOVE?: i've answered this one too...currently am...
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes
BEEN HURT?: yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: hooking up with a guy that ended the friendship of one of my bestest friends....i miss you homie a....
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS?: kind of....we didn't really go out....but we hooked up a couple times....

random
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: nothing
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: magenta!
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: umm...tech stuff (duh!), singing! lions, dancing in front of my mirror....t-storms
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: ryan, liz, cat, maxx
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: psh...i don't know...
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: ryan, liz, cat, alex

miss_electrishn @ 2005-03-20T22:20:00

2005-03-21T03:34:41Z

spring break is finally here....and it started out awesome....then sucky....but there's still like....a whole week left....so yeah....

saturday went to the beach. i had the best time spending the day with ryan....and of course alex, carly and juan...but especially ryan. i just love everything about him and spending time with him is always the best time in the world.

today, i got up really early to go to mass to see the skit ryan was in....(and by really early i mean 7...and that's EARLY!!....so i was tired when i got home and started cleaning my room....but took a short nap not long after, and my mom walks in and sees me sleeping instead of working and his all "blah blah blah yell yell yell bitch bitch bitch" so my parents are mad at me again. whatever....i've decided to ignore them for the most part...and if they try to keep me inside the house this spring break....i'll just leave and say screw 'em. who needs em anyway...

so i did some feng suey (sp?) (phonetically- fung shway) and moved my desk with the computer and everything and i like it better this way. cuz now i can lie in my bed and type at the computer at the same time....

i still have to finish my laundry and vacuum and scrub my shower....but that's all and i'll finish in the morning in time to go to school.

i'm so scared for my light design....that it won't get finished....and it'll suck....and i'll feel stupid....

ummm....oh yeah! tuesday is ryan and my 5 month-iversary. he told me he got me something...i didn't think he would....but he did...now i feel bad cuz i don't have anything for him. so yeah...after les mis on tuesday i think he's planning on taking me somewhere.....i'm excited.....*grins* <3

it's raining.....

i'm hot....in more ways than one....;)

i wish i was more talented (that was random....but i really do wish that)

i think next year's musical should be chicago......:)

"it feels wonderful, they think i'm wonderful......"(listening to wicked)

i feel like swimming......

what does swimming feel like exactly???....

i think i'll go to bed now.....

*goes to sleep* *face falls on key board* lknfas;oivn;wenlk v.dizut8o94ikagvl;kzufdpoiej *wakes up* oops...my bad.....

:P

i had a lot of smiley's in this entry....

miss_electrishn @ 2005-03-11T23:07:00

2005-03-12T04:09:09Z

i officially had the best night ever. i could not be more in love with ryan michael emens. plain and simply.

and score for anarchism!!!!!

You scored as Anarchism. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

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Anarchism

75%

Socialist

67%

Democrat

58%

Communism

50%

Nazi

42%

Fascism

42%

Green

33%

Republican

17%

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miss_electrishn @ 2005-03-04T22:33:00

2005-03-05T03:55:14Z

hey guys. yeah, i havn't been online lately, cuz i'm grounded. i'm failing a couple classes, actually, not anymore, i have more d's now, cuz i raised my grades, but that's why i'm grounded. and last week when all the shit went down with my parents, my dad said i was grounded indefinitely. so i don't know when i'll get off. i could go to rehearsal this week either, at least since wednesday, but i'll be back on monday, assuming i'll get my paper for english done.

i'm really confused about what i want to do after high school. i really don't think college is for me. for multiple reasons. but i had a talk with my sister the other day, and she said she at leasts wants me to experience it. and she's right, i don't want to miss an awesome experience like college. but i really don't want to go. but then what if i end up regreting it and wanting a real job later in life, i'd have to go to college anyway. i don't know. i'm not asking anyone for advice, so please don't give me any. i'm just trying to think things through with myself.

i'm so excited to be light designing for les mis. even though it's going to be really hard to light our set, i'm gonna do my best. so far i have a lot of good ideas, it's just actually getting them to work is the problem. but don't worry, i can do it.

and...of course....still completely in love with ryan. everyday i spend with him is so amazing. he's the only thing i'm not confused about in my future. college or no college, i'll always have him. *smiles* <3

ew and this past week, *note, this has to do with girl issues, if you do not wish to hear about menstruation, don't read* actually since like last friday, i've been having cramps. i didn't even get my period until tuesday, but the 4 days? before that i had really bad cramps. and even today, which should be like my last day (mine only lasts 4 days, thank God) i went home early cuz i was having bad cramps and i felt like i was going to be sick. i must really not be healthy. which is why i've decided not only am i going to start eating better, but i'm going to start excercising a few times a week. the other day i went on a bike ride, and it felt so good to get outside and work out again. i havn't done that in a while, and i personally don't like that since last year i've gained almost 10 pounds. ew. i'm not saying i'm fat, cuz i don't think i am, i'm saying i don't think i'm healthy, and i would like to be. plus, it couldn't hurt to lose a few pounds anyway, especially so i can look good in my new bikini this summer! :)

i think i'm done for now....yay.....

oh yeah, and mpa is tomorrow....yay...

miss_electrishn @ 2005-03-03T15:40:00

2005-03-03T20:43:49Z

Muhahahahaha!
I love chicken!!!

-Ryan